i saw this qoute on one of my "gadgets" on my igoogle page that says "A Lover is not a lover if he does not love FOREVER"...it sounds for me like funny and at the same time is true...true simply because that's true...funny because...although i personally can't relate to that...it's weired for me to actually like that qoute...anyway...who knows...someday i might really relate to that...haha...

michael jackson is the living legend and the living dump...dumping his life...why is it that famous people becomes trash when they no longer have careers...i think because...they're too much overwelmed with the fame and money they got...and they don't know how to spend their money wisely...or they're not satisfied with their lives seeking for somethig to complete them...britney is coming close...anyway...i don't care about them...all i care is their music...like right now...i'm currently listening to michael jackson's classics thriller and billy jean...haha...that's what my ears want to hear at the moment...

i suddenly come to think of this...and came up with a question...i wonder if is it possible that a person who is experiencing a broken heart for the first time will manage not to cry??..or never felt like crying??...i mean...if it is possible...what are his/her motivations to actually do that??...so to end up thinking about that...i joined a forum about psychology...you know in psychology...they're studying human behaviors...i haven't receive any answers yet...but maybe tommorow...

yesterday i started experiencing anxiety...and the psychological...emotional and physical symptoms of my monthly burden...PMS(Pre Menstrual Syndrome)...i felt headache...irritability...and trouble concentrating(that's why i wasn't able to do my project)...dysphoria(unhappiness)...and food cravings...i know it will last a few days until the day of the day! :)

haha...super fun filled afternoon for me...well...because i've got to loiter around the mall with my classmates...von and lorica...i took our first exam this morning but they don't...we just met up in the afternoon...actually...this wasn't planned...it's just that...lorica came to school to pay for the tuition while von only got his permit...von and me decided not to take our afternoon exam...because we didn't review for it...so the three of us headed to a popular mall in the city to relax...we ate...roam around and talked about anything...including love life...i took pictures because that's my favourite thing to do...it was really enjoyable...we also bought some stuff...i had my new ballpen...it has a little toy on it...yeah...i'm super young at heart...i love those kinds of stuff... ;)

it's a japanese game show which has more fun than takeshi's castle...it's all about strategy...japanese are smart to think of that kind of game!haha... :)

oh! i'm super glad that my idol celine dion is active in the music scene again...it's been years already before she came back...she has a world tour concert now...i don't think she'll have one here...i love her first single from her album....i like her own version of Alone...actually...when i was a kid...i used to sing the song "One Moment In Time" by whitney houston...that's actually the first song i ever sang...i played it repeatedly...until our cassete tape was destroyed...but when i first heard the song of celine dion's it's all coming back to me now...i immediately fell in love with that song...since then...i always listen to her songs...she's my idol...because for me...she has this enchanting powerful voice...whitney has a powerful voice...but for me...celine is more appealing... :p

i'm just wondering why...